Space Traveler Shares Emotional Distress Following Wave of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the landing.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her studies and years of training to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the mission, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.
